A lot of thing were going on lately that push,yourself to think harder yet all were messed up. I stopped from i been doing lately. Just give myself time then do a lot of Zikir in order to find peace. Peace. Last few days, I unable to find one. I stuck with my thesis idea, aerobic thing and college. After one and another. My heart beat race till unable to sleep. Think. finding the solution.. No idea. Thesis. Wish to do something better than anyone else.
Happy thing does come to end. Same goes to problem. It will go away.
Book. Bukan ulat buku sangat pun.But i got to admit that books give me solution. Most of the time. I am not really buy the book that relates to my problem but books that help me find my actual problem. It is not like i mental disorder or having depression that i unable to control. Sometime Shelf-Help book does help. It give you more on knowledge of life that u gain from experience which from long life. I am young. (Young r kn, bawu 23). Look at book shelf, go through every book. There it is. LAW OF ATTRACTION by Michael J.Losier whom in Neuro-Linguistic Programming field since 1995. It is available in english and Malay as well. My sister bought in Malay version (Hukum Tarikan). Tak kisah versi english or malay. Janji faham. Dalam buku ada mengatakan sains menarik apa yang anda mahu dan mengurang apa yang anda tidak mahu. Bagaimana?
This is how :
- Identify your dreams
- Focus on your dream
- Believe and let it happen.
Simple as that. But actually it more complicated than you think according to the book you have to list out all thing that hate then from there you list out things that you like. Next identify your dreams and finally you believe you can achieve one of dreams. It works for me. But then i was thinking, why i hate that much?Everyone was not perfect. Its fine unable to accept few things but was i good enough to hate that things? I hate my family when they pushed me. I hate my friends when they have uncontrolled party. I hate my boyfriends when he not wish me good night (mengada tue nama yer). Micheal has stated that we flow to many energy for something we hate by think about it and how we hate that when it happened. So he advice instead focus the hate things, why should focus on something we love? So try to get rid word NO or, CAN'T from your dictionary. ( More information read the book)
Before this I do a lot of mistake. Friends first then i always fight with person i loved. Today, they left, I make them left. Once, someone advice me that accept weakness of people make you closer to them. In the past, I can't. Then I lose. yeah, i miss them. Today. I will try to win. To my friends that once i hurt, I am sorry. I never said it louder.
Today:
"Sayang nie tak romantik r.." without thinking i just hit button send.
Then,
Dear Darling,
I have a heart and that is true.but now it has gone from me to u. So care for it just like i do because i have no hearts but you have two
I just copy from internet.^_^
There are nothing that i can do to him. He just like that. He always like that. I can not expect him to be something i always want or dream guy. Know him make me found my dream guy.
p/s: I am really sorry my friends. I miss u guys.
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