Love Letter.

May 10,2014, 22:15

one true love, forever in love. Is it too late? Until I realized how pathetic I am, I am a bad guy. i am sorry. I should appreciate you. It is hard to be a woman. I do not express my feeling much cause you to think much. I do not heal your broken heart all I could. Sorry. I hurt you. Please forgive me. I am sorry. I did not know. You are calm. We used to text first in the morning and last before going sleep. Rainy days are over then start the day with smile. I am sorry darling. Accept my apology with all my heart. Pretending not to love you was the hardest thing thing I had to do. How do I live without the only one I love? I need you, truly love you. I am so sorry. I am so sorry. You are everything. I do not want to lose you. I am sorry. My princess, my angel. Please do not get tired  of me. I have so much to say but you are so far away. 

p/s: eternal love. I love you Kekanda Syauqi.

Ragam.

Hidup aku begitu mudah. aku bersyukur. aku gembira. Tapi hairan. Aku cukup hairan. Tapi mereka berkata itulah ragam manusia. Ya. aku tahu ragam manusia. Tapi aku tetap tidak mahu menerima jawapan 'ragam manusia'. Aku ingin tahu. Apakah masalah mereka? Mengapakah mereka bersikap demikian. Aku hanya ingin tahu walaupun hanya aku yang tahu. Aku tidak suruh mereka mengaku mereka bersikap begitu. Aku cuma ingin tahu. Aku rasa mereka tahu. Cuma tidak mahu mengaku atau pura-pura tidak mahu tahu. Aku cukup berani untuk tahu untuk mengaku. Kau?

berkelahi cara melayu, menikam dengan pantun, menyanggah dalam senyum,marahnya dalam tertawa, merendah bukan menyembah, meninggi bukan melonjak.

Berdamailah cara melayu, silaraturahim yang murni, dimulut sama dihati, maaf sentiasa bersahut, tangan dihulur bersambut, luka pun tidak lagi berparut.  (Usman Awang, 1988)

A blessing of being close is to know that someone cares about you: care what you do and what happen to you. But caring also means interference and disapproval. 

p/s: Kau fikirlah sendiri.