i lost mouth

sometimes people cant talk or maybe wont talk or do not want to talk.
things is harder or maybe complicated
feeling is something complicated
mind is more complicated
the more you want to figure it out, it get more complicated and get you into troubles
i cant talk like i used to talk
i lost myself
i lost my mouth, it been like poison lately where it kill people around me





Taylor Swift - I Knew You Were Trouble



is not about you done but make me felt the feeling~

sometimes people put the blames on other.
sometimes people says about other weakness.
keep chasing about other peoples
keep asking about people
always looking at other people
always talking other people.

have you put blame on you?
have you know your own weakness?
chasing your dreams?
asking what you should?
looking yourself at mirror?
have you ever think what other say about you?

when you felt down below of other people shoes
then you think it was not your fault, it what who you are that they should accept
did you acceptable anyway?

when looking around you
then you felt empty,lonely and blaming others who are abundant you.
Don't you the one who walk forward left their behinds you and ignores?

when you listening to music
you have the felt that you are gonna be okay
did u truthful okay by music to be okay?
or just fine?

suddenly you crying, crying like hell
but you don't even know reasons of it
you wonder did you acceptable?

music telling yourself you are gonna be okay
does will it make you okay tomorrow?

still, the feeling wont go away.
either inside your head or in you heart.
it wont go away~

Setia City Mall.

Attention to all student new place to hang out near Shah Alam, Setia City Mall.
Over excited, as it standard like Mid Valley Megamall. Love it. We went there for Anggerikians Bowling Tournament. Aku yang tak pandai main pun turut main. I get top 10, never! I get 68 over 124.



p/s: Sakit dekat tempat lain pulak =_='

we never.


p/s: If i ever meet you, i dont even know you.

Berubah

Semua orang akan berubah. Ada orang berniat berubah untuk lebih diam. Ada orang itu berniat menjadi lebih berani untuk menyuarakan pendapatnya.

Pada hakikatnya, orang yang suara lantang bersuara kadang-kala menyesal dengan kata-kata mereka.  Mereka memilih untuk melontarkan kata hati tanpa memikirkan hati dan perasaan orang lain. Janji puas hati dan lega. Kerana sikap itu, kadang-kala mereka ini berharap untuk orang lebih senyap dan berdiam diri. Tapi manusia sukar berubah dan mengambil masa yang lama untuk melakukan perubahan itu.

Si diam pula berharap mampu untuk melontarkan isi hatinya kerna tidak mampu menyakiti hati orng lain lalu menyakiti hati sendiri. Mungkin ada orang daripada gologan ini telah diambil kesempatan dan telah dipergunakan untuk kebaikan diri sendiri sahaja.

Suara adalah satu benda yang tidak dapat di pegang namun mampu mencederakan orang lain. Meninggikan suara adalah amalan jahilliyah dan itu menunjukkan kebodohan seseorang itu.

Firman Allah S.W.T
"Hai orang-orang yang beriman,janganlah kamu meninggikan suara kamu lebih daripada suara Nabi..."
(Al-Hujurat:2)

Senang citer pandai-pandai r gunakan suara kamu kepada orang lain dan biarlah berpada-pada.




Its been awhile not play bowling since i am bad.
Still enjoy it.

p/s: posing je cun, masok longkang gak

UPSET


Get Tanned

Recently, I managely to do field work eventhough having the problem as last semester..tetetetetetete~
Tidak perlulah sebut disini.

LOT_padang seroja

Session tanning the skin has begun last three weeks where I managed in work and skin care. Thanks to Prof. Nasri. Memang terbaik lot yang Prof bagi pada kami ini. Aku telah berjaya menawan bukit Bangunan Canselori.

As Geomatic student, I spend more on field compare at room. Room place to sleep!
Most of the week I dating with Mr.Total Station and Mrs.Tough Book. Love u all! Muahxxx~

Total Station (TOPCON)

Unfortunately, recent weather around Klang and Shah Alam is a bit rainy and many cloud. Study at the library during rainy day is one the activities since room only places to play and sleep..kekeke~

Inside library colder than outside rain
Dirty blue field jacket.



Sebelum Aku Nikah.

Melihat tajuk seperti ini buat awak semu rasa apa? Aku belum untuk bernikah.It is book title of Hilal Asyraf. Its good.Aku beli buku ini pun selepas aku dengar ceremah..opss ceramah ke? entah. More something like talk and discussion.

Masa talk, dia ada bagi tiga main point yang sangat ditekan

1. Perbetulkan definisi cinta
2. Persediaan diri
3. Berikan masa untuk diri

Menurut Hilal, definisi cinta hari ini membawa ke neraka. Mengapa begitu? Salah kita yang telah memperosakan cinta. Carilah cinta yang bawa ke syurga andai betul-betul mencintai seseorang. Hari ini ada jumpa satu quote pasal ini. " Mencintailah lelaki yang sangat tegas pada agamanya".

Persedian diri meliputi emosi dan wang. Duit tidak ada, macam mana nak kahwin. Duit guna lebih banyak lepas kahwin. To those whose having unbalanced emotion, tidak perlulah kahwin awal, I suggested. hahahhaa

Berikan masa disini bermaksud, enjoy the life. Kita masih muda. Aku bukan tidak bersetuju berkahwin awal tapi aku kurang setuju.haha. Aku dan Marshmallow pun planning kahwin yang sangat lambat sebab masih dan sangat muda. c(=

Bab kahwin-kahwin ini aku memang tidak tahu. Tapi yang aku tahu keluarga yang baik dapat bina ummuh yang  baik. Keluarga yang baik datang dari ahli keluarga yang baik. Individu yang baik mendirikan solat.
Renungan buat semua.

p/s: Buku best!

semua ada.

Apakah yang aku tiada?

1. Lesen Kereta
2. Android Phone
3. Wadrobe Shoe


Lesen Kereta
Most of the place yang aku pergi adalah mengunakan kenderaan awam seperti bas, monorel include taxi.  Every morning, aku bangun pagi to wait for buses still late for class. =_='
most of place aku pergi bersama rakan-rakan dan yang paling penting aku ada drebar. Bak kata ummi, aku anak orang kaya pergi mana saja nak kena hantar.
Yang paling penting boyfriend I ada untuk bawa jalan-jalan. kekeke~

Android Phone
Simple reason.
Aku bukan mukabuku tapi muka aku adalah Qiqi.
Aku juga bukan burung yang selalu berkicap-kicap apa yang sedang aku buat.
Aku memang tak pandai nak guna.ahahaha~

Wardrobe Shoe
Aku memang suka kasut.
Sangat mengilai kasut, tapi tiada almari kasut.
Sebab aku paki then buang~
Easy part, I easy get bored with my shoe.
Beli satu buang tiga.
It were never a waste because no one ever wear same size like mine.


p/s: Hope those satisfied you =)

Pencinta Alam

During semester break I was worked as part timer at my old place, Folli Follie. I working in order to have saving for future semester (in case emergency). Working so hard during holiday time does not give my mind in rest. So I went to Penang on 15 September with my Marshmallow to celebrate his birthday!

There are many places that we can visit and having holiday instead overseas; eg: Bali. There are many interesting island in Malaysia. In Penang we visit Penang International Park. There you can camping and jungle trekking and also lunch cruise on boat. We went to International Park during noon (extreme hot) ahahaha.. Next time I wish I can have lunch cruise. We jungle trekking until Pasir Pandak. It take almost 5 hours of walking in order to go around the Penang International Park then return back by boat if you were tired. Before we into the Park you must register you name under Forest Department at the entrance for safety purposes.


On the morning, we went to the Butterfly Farm, local price RM18. It not only have butterfly but it included insect and reptile. My favourite during visit Butterfly Farm was mini theater and it show about short movie of insect. In the short movies it show the character of insect such what bees does and what they like and interesting fact that Lady Bird fly faster than Dragon Fly.hahaha.


Still bawa air pergi mana pun.haha
Then we having dinner at Sunway Carnival, and Happy Birthday sayang!


This time the trip was really tiring and totally tiring. Kesian my dear, penat driving. I do not know how to drive ='(

But this time, Thanks to my marshmallow I love you.
Hope you like the gift.
Take care yourself and do not get sick.





superheroes~

for the first week of the class usually the does not have lecture due to lecturer are busy handling the new beginner still that coming in. What the best for me is to coming to the class everyday (mula-mula memang semangat)..
kekeke..

Still the class still not start, i having some troublesome with my free time and i did boring and totally boring~ i need super heroes to save me.


My favourite superhero is IRONMAN!


Superhero that create from the invention of the technology from the Stark Industries. Marvel product totally my favourite.

What i need the most is Superman that take me away and fly to some place. Or maybe i should wish for jumper. (Jumper is not superheros)

Here we come our superhero. Muhamad Rifqi Firas. 
He always be our superhero and fight all the villain that character brought by us. Body hurt, head hurts still he was the best superhero in our family. 


'Adek da besar nak jadi Ultraman'
'Adek, Ultraman ta wujud r'
'Ada, kalo raksasa tangkap Along, nanti Adek selamatkan Along'

=_='

cup cakes~

People will do anything most for love. Yeah, me with no experience or any talent in baking either cooking try baked a muffin for future mother in-law for Eid day.

tapi biasalah, baru pertama kali cuba buat. Jadi tidak jadi.hahaha.

but still final product that been delivered to mother in law were cute as my future in-law said.kekeke~

p/s: awak buat saya terharuuuuu~

SELAMAT HARI RAYA.


p/s: raya sebulan sempat lagi nak beraya~

Mamak~

Summer season is going say goodbye. Winter is coming. But for Malaysian, humid all the time now. End of Ramadhan then having Syawal raining season. Warm colour with soft fabric would do. With flowers motif scarf will bring up more your joyful and colourful day! I maintain with blue~

Shirt-Ruff
Cardigan-PADINI
Scarft-Online blog.